From: shanoan

A number of years ago, when it first came out, I read "Behold a Pale Horse" by Wm. Cooper. It was deeply disturbing. Just finished reading "...and the truth will set you free". It took a while because, as the bumper sticker says, it'll piss you off first! It certainly has!! I, and those that I turned onto the book, web-site etc., got quite upset at what we were reading!!! I guess I had hoped that what I had watched happen over the years and what I felt/sensed was "paranoia" (as some have suggested) while in truth it turns out to be fact! But the wounds have to be re-opened and allowed to drain so that I/we can heal from the inside out- individually and collectively!

I live in Utah now and have heard about human and animal sacrifice in the SLC Temple since we first arrived. Animal and possibly human sacrifice is supposedly happening in the "temple" that used to be connected to Best Friends Animal Sanctuary, Kanab, UT. A former spook told us to avoid at all costs- VERY dangerous group supposedly linked to the Church of England (Charles Manson was allegedly a member of this group), on INPERPOL's list of 10 most dangerous animal activist groups, many strange deaths of people who worked there (like a vet), etc. etc. etc.

Thank you SO MUCH for being willing to do the research and get all this information out in the open! The transformation is occurring!!!

Nameste, S

In the articles about the reptilian ancestry there is mention of how the word God is in the Old Testament but should actually be gods. I am a Mormon (inactive) and wonder if you are aware that they believe in plurality of gods and actually believe they will become gods if they live a worthy life here on earth. The basis for their belief comes from their book Pearl of Great Price. I was born into the religion so many of the beliefs were ingrained at an early age and I used to think other people believed the same thing. I really don't believe I could ever believe any religious leader again.

The ceremonies where babies are used is terribly disturbing to me. Where do they get the babies and why aren't there any questions about the disappearance of them?

I noticed that your magazine article that was deleted was done by a group in Orem, Utah. Strangely, that's where the man was from that my mother forced me to marry when I was 17. I was married in the Salt Lake Temple and managed to be strong enough to get out of the marriage but I'm 69 now, remarried at 34, but still very scarred by the experience.

Sincerely,

Nadine

In answer to may we publish…?

I don't mind at all if you publish my letter.

In July 1999, I wrote the church officials again with a long letter pouring out my heart to them, telling them how I have been seeing a psychiatrist for several years, just asking them to explain to me why I was treated so unfairly back then.

When I got married, my husband was in service and we lived in Vallejo then Fairfield, California where I was active in church but he wasn't. But later, they allowed him to marry again in the Mani Temple, I was not notified so he was still officially married to me in the church (polygamy was alive and well). This meant I could not remarry in the church, any marriage meant I was committing adultery (but not him) and if I did marry and have children they belonged to him not my new husband.

Now they deny those beliefs. They even told me if I was worthy I would have children when they knew how much I wanted some. They treated women horribly. The irony of all this - my mother was not active in church. She just didn't want me to marry the boy I grew up with in church and loved with all my heart.

I finally remarried (a non-member) was never able to have any children, but my husband thought it would make me happy if he joined the church, which he did in November 1995, we married in the Orlando Temple in November 1996 (a year membership is required), I taught the adult class at church, but something always bothered me. I could never get up on first Sunday Testimony time and say I believed Joseph Smith was a true prophet of God like most of them do - they're like programmed robots.

I read the material Sandra Young Tanner sent me and learned the truth which my inner self knew. We have been to meetings occasionally because a large percentage of the people in the church are my relatives. It is now only a social occasion for me. When you accept something as a child, it becomes part of your brain and it's difficult to extract it.

People wonder how a mother can do that to you. I asked the psychiatrist and she explained that because she had whipped me all my life I was conditioned to follow orders. My mother's first cousin told me since we've been up here, and we lived on her parents' place in the country, that her mother was upset with mine because she was whipping me even then - we moved to Miami when I was 3-1/2, pretty young for whippings wouldn't you say.

My dad always worked the 3 to 11 shift at the railroad and she was so domineering to him that he didn't help me. He's a nice little man (now 90) and I moved up here to take care of him. He told me the truth a few years ago about the aunt's second abortion.

All of this, and my mother started yelling and cursing me last October when I confronted her with some of it while visiting them. I stayed away until my dad's birthday on Jan. 24th and decided she would not take that away from my dad and me. He is part native American Indian and I look and act like him, which she probably has resented. She never acts like she is proud of me for anything. I finally went to college twenty years after high school., graduated with a 3.88 average, taught history and English in a junior high school in Miami, and she only told my husband that "she's too smart." What a life! However, I do intend to follow one of the beliefs from church - I shall endure to the end.

You will have to rewrite this jumbled up letter, which you have my permission to do. If there is anything I can say to help someone else who has had similar problems, I would do most anything.

Sincerely, Nadine

P.S. I read about Aspartame on your webiste, stopped using it and my bleeding nose which I had had for several years is fine now and it's been about four months. I am so grateful to you because I was beginning to think I had a psychosomatic illness like the ulcerative colitis I've gotten through the years.

Daniel B. here.

I have an idea - well it's not completely my idea, I saw something like it in the movie, "Attack of the Killer Bees". Suppose that somehow we can lure all or most of the reptilians on the planet into a large room or indoor stadium and then turn down the thermostat. Since they're cold-blooded (?), they'll fall asleep and, before they know what happened, they'll be turned into boots and purses! What do you think - will it work?

Dan

Ethimom

Here's something everyone should know:
On July 8, 1947, witnesses claim a spaceship with five aliens aboard crashed on a sheep-and-cattle ranch outside Roswell, NM, an incident they say has been covered up by the military.

On March 31, 1948, exactly nine months after that day, Al Gore was born.

That clears up a lot of things.