HiddenMysteries ThE-Magazine - Volume 4 - Overcoming the WALL!
Overcoming the WALL!
by John V. Panella

From the day that we as a child left our mothers womb and entered the veil with our first breath, we took with us a divine trait that we had from before the foundations of this world. This gift is seldom realized, yet as sure as the sun rises and sets we all possess it. The power in which we all come completely furnished with is the ability to create. Yes in each of us we have been bestowed upon the wonders of the universe shelled within the closets of this veil of the human flesh.

From the day we took our first breath we continued on a journey that had actually begun a long long time ago. It started when we became the creations of a divine energy. Within each of us resides the spirit soul of eternity. This energy flame of our hearts is linked with the power of all the cosmos. It is activated in this lower realm the moment we begin to think. For upon doing so unleashes the powers of the divine into a matrix forming creation. We thus take upon our own dynasties of being creators of our own reality.

Every thought we expound, every idea we set in motion, it is by divine law the miracle of creation. Only one other power exists that is able to create another opposing force to this seeming miracle. That power is simply known as ignorance. What do you do with children that have the power of the gods yet fail to realize it? Or better yet, what becomes of such beings that are unleashing this power under the guise of ignorance?

Today I want to follow up the last two articles with this final one in what I believe is now a three part series. We learned from the initial stage that we are all responsible for our actions, because every action we take is a creation in process. We then went forward to be revealed that past miss-creations that have been left unguarded are voids that need to be filled lest they make their devilish appearance again. Now finally today I want to address how this power has been misused and what it is that we have unwittingly created that has become a devil of grand proportions.

When we began our walk in this life we all began to build, what I will call a WALL. From the earliest moments this wall was constructed of the most heinous and devious substances that exists. It is a wall built using the tool of ignorance, and its clay, mud, mortar and straw are our doubts, fears, and our faulty directions. This wall is constructed because of our power that has run amuck! Being that we have the divine codes of creation using the power of thought, we are like little children that have become the loose caboose, using the powers of eternity for all the wrong things.

Every day of our lives we have been adding to this wall. In many people's created realities, this wall has become impenetrable. It extends beyond site both to our right and left. And there is no recognizable end to its height. Yet there is one strange diabolical fact about this wall, it is invisible, and it never shows itself until we decide to go beyond it. At that point we meet up with a hologram that in every way appears to be too real. At least we are convinced it is real because all of our life's decisions are predicated upon this wall's existence.

Every doubt we form, every fear we manifest immediately becomes another added attraction to this mysterious creation of ours. Each of us has been using our powers by divine right for misguided effects. Because of our misunderstanding of the gift we possess we have not realized that from the day we entered this realm we took upon our own creations from our past. We were placed in circumstances in our life that enabled the creations of our past to appear once again. Too many these may have seemed unfair. Others may have felt they had no choice in the matter. They might contend it was their families they were raised with, or the difficult life they were placed in. Yet in all these things so few understand that the reality or illusion that we are actively engaged in from the time we take our first breath is our reality that we have created from the ancient past, as we as mortals perceive time.

From the earliest moments that we were confronted with this WALL, we began to either tear it down or continue to build upon it. With this wall came with it our individual hidden fears and our doubts. Our phobias seemingly out of thin air appeared at the most suspicious times. We were plagued by this horror in which we had no idea where it all came from. But we actively took these fears and doubts, and spread them upon our creation as cement to fill in the cracks and holes in our WALL. We became architects in the most mysterious ways. We fashioned our domain as is we were trying to outdo one another. Our walls have become megaliths of dynamic proportions. In all the power and ability that we possess, we ended up building a structure beyond scope that would eventually contribute to one aspect in our life, MAKING US FEEL HOPELESS AND HELPLESS to change our creations into a more uplifting and conducive reality!

Sadly, today, nearly 90% of all of humanity has created their own individual walls of negativity. And what is so ironic, is when one begins to tear down these walls, they begin to realize that the wall they were creating is almost identical to everyone else's wall. That is why 90% of the worlds population continues to walk down the same road towards destruction, and not towards a reality of love and peace. We have unwittingly become automatons. We are nothing more than robots that continue to follow the masses because everyone has created the same walls. But why is this. There is another law revealed by mystery and that law simply reveals that if one uses the power of creation in ignorance, then they will reap what they sow. It is a karmic law! But there is another hidden more profound secret in this study, that being, ignorance is a creation of fear and doubt, and fear and doubt are the manifestations of ignorance. Simply stated, the only thing one can create when living in ignorance is more ignorance. Although in itself a true creation to be sure, it can only effect the creator not anything or anyone else. This law was engaged to protect everyone.

The law made sure that if your creations were acts of lack of spiritual aptitude, then only you the creator would or could be effected by it. You under the guise of ignorance would never be able to figure out how to use your creative powers to harm anyone else in a real way. Although some will contend that others actions are harmful, I would say, No not unless you have created a similar wall now or in the past. And then your effect would be directly resulted from your own creative actions.

This is why I stress the need to understand our own responsibility in all things. We are creators in action. Whatever you create that is your creation, no one can destroy it, nor can anyone else build upon it. IT IS YOURS!

It was my hope that these articles would help others in being able to ascertain difficulties in their life in which they can change for the better. I DO NOT write these things because I think I AM above you. I write them because I have experienced them. And as your equal, I AM sharing what I have learned to be true out of my own personal shortcomings. It is through our sufferings that we learn obedience. I have recognized my own personal fears and doubts. Yes they have plagued me from the day I entered this world. They have stifled my growth. They have endangered my life. They have stopped me from succeeding. Yet until these last few years I never realized that I was the one that created this world of total lack. This wall that has kept me in my own personal prison was my own little creation.

My wall that I now call the lie of illusion seemed to be beyond my power to pass. Yes I had tried taking a hammer to it; it did not even budge. I tried to go around it, but I became fearful when I saw no end. I attempted to climb it, and it was no use. I then simply relegated this experience as my lot in life. And I turned around and continued to follow the wide road as the majority follows that leads to destruction. I then gave new names to my wall. I called my wall, GOD. Sometimes I called it fate. Other times I simply called it bad luck. Whatever name I called it, it accepted its new name with graciousness. Sometimes my wall even became my best friend, because when all else failed to give excuse why I failed in my endeavors, I would then call upon my wall and it stood behind me nobly.

My wall became mine! What I never realized was this wall was mine! I had always believed it was given to me as a thorn in the flesh. I would have never comprehended that I actually created my own wall that dogged me all my life. It became apparent that if this was my own creation, then I had the right to tear it down? However I began to ask myself questions, Well didn't you try this before and it didn't work? Look you know this wall is too high and to wide to get around, you have done everything in your power to do go beyond this monster and you have failed. So why would now be any different? These questions are what plagued my mind with uncertainty. If I created this then why could I not simply take it down? Furthermore it was a grand lie to think I had done everything in my power to bypass this wall, the truth really was, every time I tried, I was convinced to stop trying, it was no use, my efforts were infantile. So in truth I did not give it anywhere near my best effort. But like I said the wall always had excuses, and mighty good ones at that!

Because my friends, this wall was not built in a day, nor was it built by a blueprint. It was divinely created in the astral and holographic regions of our soul! To be able to tear it down as Confucius stated about moving a mountain, it will have to be removed, one rock at a time. Each particle that cements itself to this huge invisible megalith needs to be removed. However just removing it will not suffice. You must then rebuild another structure, one that is not so confining. One that enables you full use of your divine right. For each particle that you remove you must replace it with a counter-particle. For all the doubts that you have created, you must replace them with faith, hope and love. For all the negativity that you have lined the cracks with, you must replace with positive fulfillment of success.

From the day we came to this earth it was our divine right to have free choice, yet few use this right to make their own personal creative choices for the betterment of themselves and others. Many become locked within the WALL they have created and then mightily go along conforming to this world's ideas, thoughts and theories. They choose to follow others instead of creating their own world of happiness and success. They never began to realize who they really are and what divine gift they really possess.

Today I want to share with all of you, that you have your own divine right to success. You are the creator of your own fortunes or misfortune. This should not be taken idly nor should it make you paranoid. You have the power to reconstruct your dreams, whatever they may be and remove all doubt and fear. No one on this earth or in heaven has the right to take that away from you. You are not a child of fate; you are a child of manifestation.

The first key to tearing down this faulty creation is to take responsibility for building it in the first place. If you continue to blame others for your problems in life then you will never see the true creator of your reality. You must first recognize this wall. I want you to go up to it, touch it, see how greatly constructed this awesome object is. And recognize the fine details in this creation. Once you begin to do this then you will truly know that there is nothing in all of this building that you have not laid their yourself.

Secondly, become aware that if you created such a feat, then you can remove it and create something else. One key principle you need to learn is that when creating in ignorance, it can take many lifetimes, but creating in knowledge can be done over night.

Next become alerted to the fact that every effort you give towards success will manifest exactly as if you were creating towards failure. Know this mystery NOW! The same amount of effort to create failure is the same exact effort to create success, both physically and spiritually! Realize how wonderfully prone you were in creating failure, now UNDERSTAND how gifted you will be in creating success.

The fourth point is to become aware of the power of thought. Your thoughts whether you understand this or not are ENERGIES. These energy cells are active and will by law go where you place them. This is not guesswork. If you are sending out negative energy then you are creating negative objectivity. If you send out positivism, then you shall surely reap what you sown/created.

Next when you are overcome with doubt and fear, immediately by the power of thought replace it with Faith and courage. Some may say, "well that is easy for you to say, but you don't understand my circumstances. I am different. I had a tough life. Don't tell me that I don't know what I am talking about because I have lived it, and I know it ain't that easy to change." I would then say, well, good for you, you are a mighty creator and you have created great power. Then why don't you use that same power and change your thinking?

In my personal experiences when I began to use this power to change, I began walking in a new direction, one that was not limited by my fears and doubts. I woke up one day with my stomach in knots because of the new choices I was making. Fear and doubt plagued me. My mind said "what in the world are you doing? Are you an idiot or something, this ain't gonna work? Look you have been placed in this situation, so just face the facts and go back to doing what you always have done."

As the OLE saying goes, if you continue to think as you have always thought you will continue to go in the direction you have always been going. However this day would be different. I sat up in bed and said out loud, "Shut the hell up, if you were so smart then why have I been locked in this prison of fear and doubt all my life, what have you ever done for me?" You know what happened, my mind shut up. The ego was turned off momentarily and I was able to continue on my path towards success. It was as if there was another being inside me trying to keep me down and I told it who was boss. But it was not another being, per say, although, once you begin to understand the metaphysical it really is another aspect to ourselves that we have created over many lifetimes, it was the ugly nemesis called EGO!

Sometimes all it takes is standing up to this not so benevolent creature inside us and straightening it out. We have to take charge of our thoughts. And when our thoughts are running rampant like this without order or direction then we will pay the penalty for it. How many times have you begun a journey to change some aspect about yourself and you ran head long into this artist of criticism that exists within you? This con artist is our caretaker of the WALL we built. It has no desire to see it torn down. It loves this wall. The wall is its home, its security. Anytime you even attempt to poke a hole in this wall, you will be met by your own personal caretaker. It will be there with all vengeance and fury. It will criticize you, demean you, placate with you, do whatever it takes to change your mind from dismantling the foundation that you have built.

Now maybe you can understand why it is so difficult to by-pass this creations of ours. Like with any inventor, all personal creations are like a baby to its creator. It matters not that we created Frankenstein, what matters are, is that we CREATED, and that new creation is our baby. We want to cuddle it! We want to hold it and play with it. But the idea to simply rid us of it is not going to go over very well with the caretaker. Our ego is the master spokesmen of our creations; it is there to protect its own. Learn another mystery! We may not realize this but the reason the EGO is always the first to protect the faulty creation, is because it truly is our creation, and the EGO knows it whether you do or not.

The next point is to realize this very thing! That the thoughts that flourish in your mind which continue to keep you downtrodden is the reality that you have created your own world, and the master spokesmen is there to remind you of this. When you begin to take control, you must take back your divine power of requalification. You have to recognize the reason your ego is not wanting to let go, is because it understands that you did create this reality like it or not. And it has become your security blanket and your home, no matter how much damage it has done to you in most other areas of your life. You need to engage in a private counsel between, you, THE CREATOR and the IT/ego, the MASTER spokesmen. You need to make your ego understand that you are going to create another home, another world, one that will flourish with activity and joy, one that will be filled with love, hope and peace. This may take repetition affirmations every day an night!

You can make your ego understand although it will be difficult, that you are going to provide another more glorious existence to abide in. All you have to do is become persuasive in action! Which now leads to another point. Begin to start taking the steps necessary to reach your objectivity. Remember every ounce of effort you place towards your new goal, it will be rewarded with 100 fold in response. Do not allow yourself to become weary in good work. At times you may not see results of your actions, but you must be persuaded that you are creation in action. Nothing can stop it. When setbacks occur ignore them, because it is only part of the wall rearing its ugly head, and I assure you the master spokesmen will work overtime telling you, "I told you so." But please ignore it, the ego is a liar and is filled with illusion, do not listen to it ever until it becomes obedient to your plans and goals. Also do not listen to family and friends that try to persuade you that your new goal is not practical or logical. Before you make any comments in return, simply look at their lives and honestly ask yourself, are they the answer or part of your problem that you allow in yourself? As glorious as your wall became in ignorance, KNOW THYSELF OH MAN OR WOMAN, that your new creation will become much more glorious in knowledge.

Another point is DO NOT ALLOW yourself to be limited by anything. There is nothing within divine law you can not create for yourself, NOTHING! You have absolute power! If you use the power wrongfully then the law will reward you by your works and you will revert back to ignorance and the wall that you created. Some may think why do evil people become successful and possess so much. They say look at the Politicians how they have so much for the wrong they commit against humanity. My friends understand one dynamic truth. Success is not owning or having things. Success is being joyful to recognize the fulfillment of your dreams, which may consist of owning and having things and being happy. Notice that people that harm others to get what they want, they are miserable. They live in doubt and fear all their life. And in most cases die in ignominy. They even fear their own family and friends because they have created this illusion and they live in misery to it. They spend all their time thinking of ways to control others because they have no control of their own lives they are always being controlled. They think force is their catalyst to getting what they want, not knowing every action they take they will pay for in their reality or illusion. They are extremely unhappy. They may have riches and human honor but they do not have spiritual wealth. And sadly they can not even see how to obtain it. Their own walls that they have created blind them. No, these type people are not successful they are miserable, and in most cases even more miserable than you with your own wall of creation!

Finally, and although there are many more points to learn from, you must understand who you are and your connection to the divine. I don't care if you call it God, Jesus, Religion, faith, whatever it is, you need to understand your divine connection. For without this gnosis everything I have said today is useless information. To begin to overcome the WALL of your creation you must understand that the power to do this resides within you. Yet at the same time understand it is not your works, or power that you possess as if to say that you are physically able to do this or that. NO NOT AT ALL, it is the power of the DIVINE- the Father/Mother that you share in that power to create. Once you understand that you are part of a greater wealth and source, then you will understand your life is more than what you see here in this veil of flesh and blood. If you are not guided by the divine then you will revert back to the illusion of the veil and your wall will become your god of inaction.

From the day we took our first breath we continued a legacy of creating. Now that you have seen your work, decide whether it is what you really want. If not, then tear it down and recreate your own world and reality for by doing so you will be overcoming the WALL.

1.) Do not place blame on anyone else for your creations!

2.) Understand your ability to create and then re-create. Faith makes change!

3.) The exact effort that was successful in creating failure will create success!

4.) Your thoughts are energies of your own personal creating reality!

5.) Replace the faulty creation with a successful one.

6.) Your EGO knows who created the WALL, why don't you?

7.) Realize setbacks will be there to stop your progress, just ignore them and do not listen to the EGO!

8.) Never limit your power of creation!

9.) Know who you really are and your connection with the divine!

COPYRIGHT(C)1999 JOHN V PANELLA

Part 1 ~ Does character stand for anything?

Part 2 ~ FILLING THE VOID








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